I think my faith must be so weak right now because even though I wasn't tired this morning when the alarm rang at 8:10 AM, I refused to get out of bed. We would have to leave the house at 8:50 to make it to morning prayer on time. Of course we were late and didn't get there until 9:55 or so, just before prayer. When we walked in, almost everyone in the chapel turned their heads to see who just came in. Oops. Maybe we should've sat in the nursery and not have disrupted everyone.
I was just in a generally restless mood all morning. I really didn't feel like talking to anyone, much less lead the rehab service. But what can I do? We were scheduled and it was my turn to give the message so at the end I just did it. Honestly, I just wanted to go home. Actually, it was more like I didn't want to leave the house from the beginning. Anyway, right after rehab was over I asked David if we could just go home and not linger and end up eating lunch with people. Am I anti-social and weird or what.
We got home around 1pm or so. The day was actually beautiful. It rained a little but by the afternoon the sun came out and it was just beautiful. I felt like walking off my antsy-ness so I went to a few stores for a few hours. I came home feeling much better.
And this evening David made some red velvet cupcakes. :)